hopelessly head over heels stupidly giggly in love.

my voice is almost gone

again

therefore im sick..

again.

Is it bad to listen to the same song a thousandddd times ? maybe.or does it depend on the song ? maybe it just makes me think of you.

i saw pictures of kyles and aimees baby today..good god does he look like kyle. =P hes adorable though..and i think the both of them are blessed to be doing this at such a young age..to be raising a child ..the fact that he stayed with her, not saying he wouldnt ..just normal stereotypes of pregnant teenagers..it astonishing to me. and i wish them the best. C=

random <3

my hands are not yours, they are my own.

i feel sad. and i dont quite know why..i miss you all. so so much

and i cant stand it..i hate being here..theres notbody like you guys and i fit in there..im so out here. i dont belong, and i dont want to belong.

i want to come home.

rescue me.

I didnt know xanga had programmers..what a bunch of old people.

nothing new..seriously.

i went to teh mall with kappi today and nosed around and loked at all the shiny stuff and got hit on by some dude at Sbarro..who was old enough to be my grandfather.

silly..cant catch someone my own age..but no problem getting dirty old men.

dyed the hair again..to cover the auburn

got new 2g's. hurt..but not that bad. im thinkin ill go to a 0 just beacuse i like the plugs & flesh tunnels.

HOPEFULLLY i get my tattoo next month.